The Cynic in me

Everyday I get up with a mission, something new to do, something different. Well by the time I get the day started and you know when I actually get it started the enthusiasm triples, more like in the other direction.As nowadays I seem to do something unlikely, something I never thought would happen, I have started agreeing to what Mara used to say, I have become the president of cynicism land. Ok wait that isn't happening last I checked I was contesting for Lala land.

I ain't self battering but my self loathing levels have been at their peak lately and I ain't even PMSing. Let's just look at things I like to do. I like to talk, I like to write, read make jokes, pull Aditee's leg. Hmmm that can qualify as a degree really I am pretty good at that. I can actually fill pages on my resume on the wise cracks I have made about her. I am soon to become 23 how about that. 7 more and I turn twenty ten. I guess that the right way to see it, stick to the tipsy 20's than the tired 30's. Seems like everyone takes things in a negative way nowadays, or is it just me, I think a lot about things, think about why I think about things, then think about why am I not thinking about things I am supposed to think about. 

Ah well its just a start more on my cynicim later, catch me around 10 Monday to Friday!