lock up

After all that I did I heard a 'NO' it was reason for our row,

When I looked up to shout I saw a corrugated brow,

Why does it make him angry the thought of me being free,

spreading my wings and maybe even falling but I am not tied to his tree.

Maybe by saying what I've said I've crossed my line,

But doesn't he understand that this is the only way to see the 'sun' shine.

Stygian darkness

I Looked outside my window and saw,

darkness at its best so wild so raw,

The darkess symbolises failure they say,

In contradiction to the azure sky under which they lay,

But deep in this darkness lies a story untold,

Its in this darkness that the brightest stars unfold.

And I wiped the tears off my face,

maybe theres a reason I lag this race.

Future and the Recession

That day she showed up at my door,

Her clothes all torn and tawdry was what she wore,

Her heart was pure I know by the way she spoke,

She held her hand out for me to hold,

And thats when from my dream I woke,

I donnu what it all meant to me,

was it to help the poor or to show my the future to be??

May the day not be my last.

Arguments and greviances never got them together,

Promises were made back then to stay happy forever,

Closer they came more differences they sought,

In contradiction to thier vows when together they fought. 

The fight grew to the exend that it affected their only child,

Growing up in that environment drove the kid wild,

He swang his bag on his shoulder and left for a beer as I remember,

He never called back and his folks were worried sick, 

He'll never come back 'coz that day was in the month of November.

To our very own princess

Althought the summers turned into autumn you'll be my cherished friend,

Autumn marks the cycles end hope our friendship shall distend,

This might be one of your birthdays together we might spend,

Even years later when you see this write it reminds you of me is what I intend.

 

My city of dreams faced its nightmare

As this city has quiet down,

with so many of this children off to sleep,

They have no expression on their face no smile nor frown,

But a feeling of disgrace lies deep.

Thier blood cries for their lives to return,

But all know its impossible what they yearn,

Their forever slumber will be peaceful we pray,

And we thank the men who saved the rest, a salute to them is what we declare.

Midnight Lady

I woke up in the same bed as last night,

The night had passed by, so had the red light,

I'm a normal person if you see me right,

But most of the time,you walk away like I'm some aweful sight.

Theres no title to this

These days I feel confused,

Some nutty thoughts have induced,

But whenever I feel this way my luck runs out,

And now everyones curious whats all this about.

I cant express what I want to say,

Its like a wintry november feels as hot as may,

But I know in the end nothings gonna happen,

Soon these thoughts and feelings are going to dampen,

My poems are gonna get that earlier seen sullen feel,

With deep, dark thoughts abysmal with no zeal.

Dedicated to Taare zamin par...

And I saw the child cry,

There seemed to be some hesitation, I couldn't tell why,

He seemed so  bright,

But didn't know wrong from right,

All attempts now had failed and he felt derailed,

Until someone came into his life and got him back on track,

Although the story was fictional but now the same child has trophies on his rack. 

A break up

Our relationship was such a riddle,

And we both were stuck in the middle,

Those days we were close and now so far,

The relation once sweet now has gone sour.

Life without her seems different, filled with new hope's,

I'm feeling so free now theres no strangle with ropes.

One fine day

The air seems to be fresher today,

there's so much on my mind but there's nothing I can say,

Those seven colours have combined and now theres a single ray,

Oh when oh when will come that day...

Insignificant

He strikes his Guitar at midnight,

with just its sound no one around under the street lamp's light,

He lies unnoticed and his works a waste,

He goes to sleep everynight with the same bitter taste.

When the next day came nothing  remained the same,

a car came by and left him maimed,

It took his guitar his only source,

the man drove away with no remorse.

Nuptial detonation

As she lies in bed, she cries to sleep,

to regret the decision, now it makes her weep,

Who's right her consort or her no one knows,

their marriage is reduced to mear rows.

I know not how but I'm a product of this,

And when I'll run this is something I know I won't miss.

Apart

Viscious thoughts run on my mind,

humanity and rightousness I've left behind,

But a voice inside cries out me,

and says it's not the way you have to be.

Torn by deceit,ripped and plundered,

thats how my soul is-asundered.

Conscience of the guity soul

As the days go by I hear a whispering sound,

It tells me your lifes not worth just a labyrinth wound.

Looks like my future will be damned in hell,

Life seems long but I can still hear my knell,

I pray to god and I kneel to say,

Please oh lord show me the right  way,

There is no way Son for you've sinned,

And death will come like a cold winter wind. 

The guilty man and the runaway bride

And he rises from a bad dream, he stares at his stolen gun,

and now he thinks why are they after him, why is he on the run,

At the same  odd time a girl wakes up,to feel the weight of the big hard rhine,

She struggles from bed and covers her eyes from its glazing shine.

They look around and noones there, how can they just dare,

absolutely no one to care no one to share.

They feel the pain inside their chest,

But they have no choice but to defy the rest.

And now they run, they run free,

With no sense, no direction no degree. 

The Cycle of Light and Life

As the sun went down she closed her eyes,

the last breath she took was the last stroke of light,

Although here the day ended and the night began,

a baby girl was the news when the phone bell rang. 

bode

I see no life just an aching pain,

When I looked in her eyes I saw them rain,

The scars on her face made me scream,

But they said it was all a dream.

heart beat music

Have you heard the music,have you heard the beat,

if you havent yet you must retreat,

Listen to this music and make your mind up,

When the music stops you ll know you have to wind up...

A Long way to go...My Friend the End

I need to admit that lifes a road filled with twists and turns,

a disguise to pull you away from what you really yearn,

you try with all ur heart to reach its very end,

but what you don't realise is that roads still distend....

In retrospect....

The things that I have I cannot betray,

Coz' the things that I want they never stay,

If I walk ahead will I live to see another day,

Or will I turn behind to say 'I had lost my way'....

Where am I headed?

Along the lines of destiny I dream of what lies beyond,
They make me feel good as in them nothing seems to go wrong,
It looks so unclear and absurd,the dreams still remain unreal to achieve,
will only fate decide what I must receive?

Thoughts of the unambitious

Victory and Success is not my only aim,
I hate to win when I cause someone pain,
I don't count my gain or even the vain,
By the end I just like to enjoy the game.

Come back

In this state of stupor I write to you,
They say right now nothing I say is untrue.
Come back to me baby,Come back to me life,
with you ensues love,joy and happiness all in a rife.

Rise

Move up to the sky with no worry,just gaze
at the sun so bright and ablaze.
Breathin the air and life will come,
Rise up,Rise up so your body and soul sum.