lock up

After all that I did I heard a 'NO' it was reason for our row,

When I looked up to shout I saw a corrugated brow,

Why does it make him angry the thought of me being free,

spreading my wings and maybe even falling but I am not tied to his tree.

Maybe by saying what I've said I've crossed my line,

But doesn't he understand that this is the only way to see the 'sun' shine.

Stygian darkness

I Looked outside my window and saw,

darkness at its best so wild so raw,

The darkess symbolises failure they say,

In contradiction to the azure sky under which they lay,

But deep in this darkness lies a story untold,

Its in this darkness that the brightest stars unfold.

And I wiped the tears off my face,

maybe theres a reason I lag this race.

Future and the Recession

That day she showed up at my door,

Her clothes all torn and tawdry was what she wore,

Her heart was pure I know by the way she spoke,

She held her hand out for me to hold,

And thats when from my dream I woke,

I donnu what it all meant to me,

was it to help the poor or to show my the future to be??

May the day not be my last.

Arguments and greviances never got them together,

Promises were made back then to stay happy forever,

Closer they came more differences they sought,

In contradiction to thier vows when together they fought. 

The fight grew to the exend that it affected their only child,

Growing up in that environment drove the kid wild,

He swang his bag on his shoulder and left for a beer as I remember,

He never called back and his folks were worried sick, 

He'll never come back 'coz that day was in the month of November.